Last night was awful. I fought a lot of bouts and only won in two. Losing from active members was normal but losing from a newbie- that really brought me down. She just kept coming at me with a dead straight epee attack and touched me! What the hell happened to my parries? Maybe I should go fence these people:
And then I was having such counterproductive thoughts:
What if fencing is not for me? What if no matter how much I train I will never be good enough?
Or maybe this awful feeling is exactly the motivation I need to do better.
I don't want to be just a fencing enthusiast, I want to be good, I want to win.
DO OR DO NOT, THERE IS NO TRY!
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